Tuesday, September 1, 2009

HI,I'M BACK

izit wonder y i write tis blog n gv its name like tat?
i think tat u all will think tat hv i travel somewhere n back now?
no no!!!
i not travel somewhere.
i jz think something alone during passing months.
wat matter i think about?
erm......how 2 say....
i jz control my feeling tat i need 2 retake a subject n cant graduate with u all~~~
izit surprised?
i sure some of u will get shocked.(if got read it)
i oso get shocked when noe tat i cant graduate with my favourite coursemates and i need 2 go back utar again 2 retake a subject which is biz taxation?
not i say tis subject is a easy subject b4 n how i cant pass?
tat all my fault!
i not study hard until i get fail n fail.
i sure some of u will scold me why not study hard n get disappointed on me.
when i noe some of u can graduate n i cant, i felt sad n dun hv brave face with u all.
soli 4 not coming ur graduation, coz tat time i still havent control well my feeling n still scare 2 face with someone who study 2gther with me.
now d exam time is near n i still dun very understand how 2 do d taxation, but i will work hard n try 2 ask someone without shy.coz i dun want retake again.
at tis time i very need ur caring.
hope u can gv me a support.
thanks at all.
n i at there oso hope u all good luck in ur working life.gambateh!!!^^

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Story about classmates’ love(Part 1 )



Preface
GAN Holding Sdn Bhd’s meeting room 11 January 2009(9am)
When some managers of Hong Sdn Bhd are discussing some matter in the meeting room, suddenly got one young lady come in the meeting room and shouted, ”Dad, why you so bad?”
She don’t look at the managers at there, just look at the man sit at the top.
And the man looks like nothing, just say to his subordinates,” Today meeting until here, just follow what I say go ahead to do, after one week I want see the goal, can?
“Not problem, boss.” All his subordinates look like confident and promise to him.” We’ll do it.”
“Then you all can leave now.”
“Yes, boss.”
After the managers leave, the young lady come across the man seat and sits beside him with angry face,” Dad, why you suddenly help me quit the university I study now?” Young lady-----Melisa asks her handsome father with confuse.
Her handsome father-----Patrick Gan only looked at his lovely daughter with smile, said,” If I not help you quit the university, I scared I can’t see my lovely daughter anymore.”
“Why Dad say so?” Melisa suddenly feels some matter she done had known by her father, looks like scaring now.
“Do you still remember William?”
“William?” Melisa feels shocked.” Why Dad suddenly think about him? You know him?”
“Someone who want become my son in law, how can I don’t know about him.”
“Hehe, what Dad is talking about? I don’t understand at all.” Melisa feels like a little bit “danger” now, she should be getting away from here now.
“Aiyo, I forget that I date with yik mian to visit my new university, , Dad, I want go now, bye.” Give a goodbye kiss to her lovely father and want leave from the meeting room.
But ------
“Melisa, have you already forget your tunang?” Her father suddenly asks.
“Dad, I told you many times, I don’t want you help me search for any guy to become my husband, I want find my partner by myself.”
“Oooo”
“So, Dad, can you cancel this marriage?”
“You sure want cancel it? Not you seen him first, if still not like, just I cancel this marriage, can?
“Not the ugly guy study at America now, how I contact with him?” Melisa dislike her” tunang” very much.
“Not, he backs from last week and also study in the university I found for you now, maybe you and him will become classmate.”
“What?!” Melisa gets shocked purposely. “Dad, why you do so?”
“I just want let both of you understand each other.”
“Dad, I think no need.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t like a guy always stay aside with his mother, like a kid.” Melisa looks like unhappy. ”And I dislike fat, ugly and short guy.”
“Ha-ha!” Listening lovely daughter’s opinion about the guy he admires, Patrick Gan laughs loudly with happy. “He already changes a lot, now he is a handsome guy like me, ha-ha!”
“Really?” Why I don’t think so when I face with him, but this words Melisa only put in heart, have not brave speak out for avoiding her clever father stop her “interesting “game, hehe!
“Yes, he is taller than you too. I can say you will like him when you meet with him.”
“Really? Have he as handsome as William, my boyfriend?” Since Patrick Gan already knows about William, Melisa not lies at all, tell a little truth to her father.
“Yes, he is as handsome as the play boy.” Patrick Gan dislike William because he knows that he is a play boy, got many girlfriends, one of his girlfriends is his wife’s niece, Yik Mian.
At this time, Melisa’s handphone suddenly ring, is her cousin, Yik Mian.
“Hello, Yik Mian-----you already at downstairs----ok, I come down now.” Quickly hang up the phone, and say goodbye to Patrick Gan.” Dad, I want go out with Yik Mian now, anything we discuss later, bye.” After giving a goodbye kiss on her father’s face, Melisa run away from the meeting room quickly. .
“Ha-ha, my naughty daughter.” Patrick looks at Melisa’s back with smiling.
* * *
Cupid game
11 January 2009(10am)
“Wah, this is my new university? So small!” Melisa looks at the university in front of her, compare with her former university which she only attend not less than one month.
“Small?!”Yik Mian can’t understand her cousin opinion. “In my opinion, this university is as bigger as possible, it have nine levels!”
“It’s ok, my former university got 13 levels, and I still feel it small.”Melisa looks like boring. “But anyway, it is not so important, most important is any handsome guy study at here, my lovely cousin?” Enjoying handsome guy is Melisa’s interest.
“Melisa, you----“
“Melisa!” Suddenly got someone call Melisa at back.
“William?! Why you stay at here?”
“I know you will start study at here, so I come to study with you.” William smile with sweetly. But when he looks at Yik Mian, his face suddenly turn green.
“Yik Mian? Why you----also stay at here?”
“William, you don’t know that Yik Mian is my cousin? Not I tell you before?” Melisa asks.
“Cousin? Both of you are cousin?” William got a little bit shocked and feels scared.” No, you not tell me before.
“Really?” Melisa looks like “shocked” and said,”I’m sorry, maybe I forget to tell you, but I also surprised that why you know my cousin, how both of you know each other.”
“I ----“Suddenly William don’t know how to say.
“We’re neighbors.” Yik Mian answered with sound cool.
She has known something about William from her Uncle Patrick and feels sad.
She can’t believe that the first person she like is a play boy, and he stay together with her because he lonely.
He is her first love, but also a person who hurt her so much.
“Ya, we only neighbours. “ William so happy that Yik Mian not says out that they stay together before.
“Ooo, both of you are neighbours, but why---“
“Hey, Yik Mian.” Suddenly got two guys come across them, one of the guys smile and call Yik Mian.
“Hey, Wei Hong.” Yik Mian replies to her classmate and feel surprised. “Why both of you comes university today? Not today is a holiday, not any classes?”
“Huh? You don’t know today got replacement class for PM?” Wei Hong asks about another guy. ”Robson, you didn’t inform Yik Mian.”
“----“
“Robson!” Wei Hong feels surprised that why best friends plus classrep today looks like different than before.
“Huh?!” Robson get shocked of Wei Hong’ scream. “You call me just now, anything else?”
“Are you ok? What you thinking about just now?”
“Huh---not, I just----“
“Hello, two handsome guys, my name is Melisa, your new classmate, nice to meet you all.” Melisa looks like happy now because she can still continue to enjoy looking handsome guys at all, hehe!
“Huh, hello---I’m Wei Hong---he is Robson and he is ---“
“Hello, Robson, nice to meet you.” Melisa not care about Wei Hong, her eyes only looks at Robson because in her mind now got a plan…..”I’m Yik Mian’s cousin, and she tells me before that her classrep is a handsome guy and she admires him very much….”
“Hey, Melisa, what are you talking about? When I say this word to you?”Yik Mian’s face suddenly turns red.
“I remember you got tell me that in you class only got four guys, and you admire one of them. In my opinion, a person who can let my cold cousin admires, he shall be a special person, and based on my analysis before, the four guy of your class, only the classrep more special for you, so…
“Melisa Gan, you continue talk unhealthy things again, I ----“
“How can it treat as unhealthy, it is about my cousin’s happiness----”
“Ah!”Yik Mian suddenly screamed loudly and her face still red in color. “Wei Hong, you say today got replacement class, right?”
“Ei….yes.” Wei Hong replies with perfunctorily.
“Venue?”
“Level 707.”
“Ok, thanks. Yik Mian run quickly to the university and not waits for Melisa after thanks Wei Hong.
Because she scared that she continues stay at there, her face will get burn.
“Yik Mian, wait for me!” Melisa follows Yik Mian’s footsteps come in the university with smiling face.
Become cupid is more funny, ha-ha! Melisa thought inside her heart.
“Melisa, wait for me too.” William also quickly follows his rich girlfriend’s footsteps.
“Robson, have you feel something different?” Wei Hong suddenly asks.
“Yes, very different.” He can’t imagine that the person he loves also admires him, when Melisa tells him before; he thought she talks a joke to him.
But today see her face; Robson can believe that she also got same feeling with him, he need to take action quickly, if not---suddenly he think about what Melisa has told him before----
“Yik Mian is a pretty lady and has many guys look forward to her, if you got interest on her, I advice you to take action quickly. If not, you will regret. “
Last time, he has not feeling about this word, but just now he looks at Yik Mian’s response to William, suddenly he feel scared----
“Wei Hong, are we friends?” Robson suddenly asks.
“Huh?!”
“If I want targeted a lady, will you help me?”
“Which lady you want target to?” In Wei Hong’s mind, suddenly come out a lady’s face.
“Yik Mian.” Robson said out his lovely lady with sweetly and after that come into the University for attending his class and---targeting his lovely lady.
* * *
Targeting girl
Level 707 11 January 2009(10.20am)
“Now, we look at tutorial 4-----“
“Sorry sir, I’m late.” Robson suddenly come in, and apologize to the tutor.
“Robson, you’re classrep, how can you be late to class? I want listen your reasonable reason?”
“My reason is that I want order something to my lovely lady, I want her become my girlfriend, hope Sir can understand my situation.”
“Robson, you---“
“Wah, so beautiful and romantic!” Melisa comes in with a hand of flowers and takes the flower to her cousin, Yik Mian. “Yik Mian, you’re so happiness, got someone give a flower, is 99 roses, that mean love you forever, so romantic!”
“Wah!” Whole class become noisy and wants to know that who the person gives Yik Mian flower.
And Yik Mian’s face turn red again, she feels shy and has not brave face to her classmates, she scolds Melisa at heart because let others pay attentions on her.
For William, now his heart only fulfill around one lady who sit in front of him----
That is his first time got this feeling to a young lady.
Love? But he doesn’t believe that he will love someone that he first meet with her.
Beautiful? But he has been seen other ladies who are prettier than that girl.
Then what is going on to him, he gets confused now.
“Robson, although you’re classrep in this class, you also cannot rude like that, you should be---“
“Robson, have you got something want to talk to someone?” Melisa suddenly asks and gives an eye signal to the angry tutor.
When seeing Melisa’s signal, that tutor---Mr Lim has known that what the young lady wants now and he nothing can do too because he still want alive….
“Yes, I sure got something want to talk to my love.” Although Robson is standing in front of the class, his eyes only look at Yik Mian.
“First thing I want to say is that I falling in love with someone now.”
“Wah!” the class become noisy again.
“Robson, who is the lucky girl you love?” Someone asks.
“She also inside in this class, she is one of my classmates.” His eyes not leave away from Yik Mian.
“Wah, who is she?” Wei Hong asks purposely.
“Before I say out her name, let me tell you that entire why I falling in love with her.”Robson still remember Melisa’s advices that want he speak out the reason of his love, if not, can’t touch into a clever girl’s heart.” Actually when I first meet with her, I already feel that she is very special and clever, she is not a pretty girl than other girls around me, but only she got a power to catch my attention.” Robson moves toward to Yik Mian slowly, but Yik Mian not notice at all.
She feels shocked now because no one said this word to her before, especially her first love, William.
“For me, she is as short as me based on our height. But based on knowledge, she knows more things than me. Thus, I feel like myself is a “small” person that nothing I know. So, got some moments, I have not brave stand in front of her because suddenly my confidence run away from me, do you all believe that a confident person like me will lost all confidence because of a normal lady?”
“------“No one can answer him, because almost people get shocked on his word, especially Yik Mian.
“I’m a part time model and my family also not poor at all; my father can say that is one of the millionaires in the world. And I work as part time model because it is my interest and I want collect many confidences from this job. This is only my last time opinion that becomes a model will let me having more confident at all. But now I not think so, do you know why, Yik Mian?” Robson stop in front of Yik Mian and asks.
“Huh? How----I know?!” Yik Mian gets surprised that Robson’s questions and confused why he suddenly stands in front of her, not he just now stands beside Mr Lim.
“You’re should be know the reason because the person who change my mind is you, Yik Mian”
“Me?”
“Yes, it’s you.” Robson looks at Yik Mian with lovely.” Because of your clever and special, let my confidence suddenly run away, let me first think about that I not the best person in the world. Because of you, I suddenly don’t know what my future is now. All such things have blank in mind now because of your occurrence in my heart.”
“Robson, now it’s not a time to say a joke, I ----“Yik Mian’s feeling now is want leave away this room, she needs breath enough.
“Yik Mian, where are you want to go?”
“I don’t know, I only not want stay at here and you stop kidding on me!” Yik Mian start screamed and cries out.
“Yik Mian, I not kidding, I truly----“
“Stop! Robson, I not a girl that can play a love game with you, I only a simple girl and I need a simple love in my life, you know?” Suddenly Yik Mian thinks about her first love, William.
Three days ago, she saw William lied to her to meet with her cousin, Melisa.
If not Melisa call her, she still doesn’t know that she love a play boy before.
That time, she feels hurt and also swears that she not want to love anyone again for protecting herself.
“Yik Mian, you look at my eyes.” Robson’s face suddenly turns black.
“No!” Yik Mian cries with sadly.” I hope you let me go, don’t hurt me anymore, can? I haven’t recovered from last love anymore, you know?”
“Yik Mian, you----“William can’t believe that he hurts Yik Mian so much, he don’t know how can he say now, only looks at her with sorry.
“Yik Mian, do you hate me?” Melisa also cries out and suddenly asks her lovely cousin.
“Yes, I hate you!” Yik Mian screamed loudly in front of Melisa and shouted out,” I hate you have a rich family, I hate you rob my boyfriend, I hate you tell the truth to me! Why you want tell me this truth? Why you not let me continue alive on this lies?”
“Melisa, you----“William can’t believe that Melisa already know the relationship between Yik Mian and him, then why she-----
“I tell you this truth because I care about you so much, I don’t want you get hurt by someone anymore!” Melisa also screamed out loudly, “I not rob your boyfriend; I stay together with him because of you! I want you look at his real face; I don’t want you get hurt! I understand that you are a clever girl and you not easily love someone, if you do so, then you not easily forget him and you will pay 100% confidence on him. I know that if I just tell you William is a play boy, you will not believe at all. So, I find evidence to you as I falling in love with William. I’m your closely cousin, so I understand you. How about you? You don’t understand me anymore! You don’t know what type of guy I admire and only keep scolding me!” Melisa looks like sadly. “I feel regret now and why I want care about you so much? Why I want encourage Robson go ahead to catch your love? Why I so stupid that thought you’re not truly love William anymore, you only lonely and William also not the type of person you admire. I start to hate my stupid!” Finish screamed out the word, Melisa run away from the room quickly and sadly.
“Melisa----“Yik Mian feels regret now because she hurts her lovely cousin.
Suddenly got someone give a big hug for her----
“Robson?!” Yik Mian gets shocked.
“Can I take care of you in future, start from now?”
“Huh?”
“I can’t promise that my love will be forever, but I will try to do so. Can you give me a change?” Robson asks with whispery.
“I don’t know, can give me some time to consider?” Yik Mian blank in mind now, can’t think anything clearly.
“Sure can, I will look forward your answer whenever any time.” Robson kiss on Yik Mian’s forehead with love.
* * *
Occurrence of love angel
11 January 2009(9pm) Melisa’s room
“I ‘m sorry, Melisa.” This is 99 times Yik Mian say this word to her petty cousin with tired face.
Because she knows her petty cousin already not angry at all, just want play with her, so poor!
“You’re not wrong, Yik Mian.” This answer Melisa has said about 99 times. “It’s my entire stupid fault, not you.”
Yik Mian looks at her cousin who has playing computer game now; suddenly say out something that let her cousin fall down----
“I have accepted Robson just now.”
“Huh? When?” Melisa looks like excited now, not like tired before.
“8pm.” Yik Mian still can feel Robson’s response just now-----she can’t believe that a man cries out because someone accepts his love.
Because of it, she knows that she has not chosen wrongly this time.
But now she got one question---
“I so confused now, can you help me?”
“Any matter let my clever cousin become confused?”
“I so confused that why Robson gets know that I love rose, especially 99 roses.”
“Huh, this thing….”Suddenly a danger signal comes into Melisa’s mind. “ Why you suddenly accept Robson?” Melisa change topic purposely.
“My lovely cousin treats me so nice, if I still not giving any reply, how I face with my lovely cousin?” Yik Mian said with smiling face.
“Its small case, most important thing is you finally find your love.” Melisa first time feels that her clever cousin’s smile got some purpose, and its purpose is not good for her.
“I still remember you said before that you encourage Robson to be brave to say out his love to me, right?”
“Yes, I just do good thing for you.” Why Melisa’s head start feels “big”.
“And, I also just realized from Robson that both of you have known each other since your childhood and he is your “tunang” too, right?”
“What? The stupid and fat Robson tell you such thing? How dare him?!”
“I also know that you tried many times to advise your father cancel this marriage, but your father is not allowed, say want let you’ll understand each other, right?” Suddenly Yik Mian smiles with purposely.
“Huh, I forget that someone asks me call her, I call her----“
“Just now I see Uncle Patrick and Auntie Susan and they ask me what type of guys you admire, as a good niece, I tell them the truth and also tell them the family background of our male classmates.”
“What?!”
“I just reply your favor, you treat me so nice, “give” your good “tunang”to me, how can I left you lonely while I alive with happiness?”
“Yik Mian, you’re done its thing purposely to me!” Melisa’s face turns red----
“Ha-ha! How you treat me, then how I treat you, it’s a fair world! “Yik Mian said honestly. “Melisa, your Mr. Right will be occurring in future, be patient la, ha-ha!
Yik Mian is laugh with happy, but Melisa starts to fear about her future-----
This experience tell Melisa that don’t play “game” with clever lady, if not-----

The end (part 1)

Monday, May 11, 2009

my heart feeling




hai!
my favourite classmates(i think i need to change to ex classmates, haha!)
jz now yue wen ask me hv i miss u all after graduate?i so bad, say i not.
actually i not so bad, i will say like that to her, coz i scare i say i will miss them at all, then my air mata will come out that time, then i will feel shy.
write until now, i can feel my air mata want come out already, until now, i still know that i so like my favourite n funny classmates.
classmates, i want thanks you all at here.
thanks give warm to me.
because of u all, i start understand why i want come to this world.(because want meet u all, bee theng, weenie, shiau kuan, siew mun, stella, yue wen, sze min, cheh sin, pui kuen, wei kang, choh wah, kah fai, yik mian, robson, nikita, vino, albee, celine, hui sin, 300, li ling, zhen zin and seena)
because u all,i learn to how to smile, how to do such things to let myself happy.
i open this blog coz that time dunno hear someone say want create a blog and upload our photo inside there, suddenly i got an idea to do this things after i come back my sg long house.
hope we can communicate again through this blog and facebook.
lastly, i want say again:

"All my favourite n funny classmates, i will miss u all and ur face will always in mind and never "delete"!"